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January 1, 2008 — Happy New Blog
I've started a new blog, in no small part because I simply don't want to contend with the hassle of rolling my own code for every last little thing I might want to do. I'll be updating as often as I'm able.
May 12, 2006 — A Poorer Planet
I've been living more and more of a hermit's life here in Whitehall, and I've recently started poking my head out of the turtle shell, trying to get back in touch with friends I haven't spoken to in years and years. I'm ridiculously easy to find, but it seems it's always me that has to do the searching for some reason. Maybe I'm just not worth finding.

Thing is, I came across some awful news.

A guy I grew up with on and off—hung around with, went to camp and school with when we were kids—took his own life this past February.

It's hard to express what I'm feeling, especially given my own seemingly continuous bouts with depression and hopelessness, and the feeling that maybe if I'd gotten in touch sooner I could've done something—anything—to help.

All I can say right now is this: Rest in peace, Chris Mack. I may have fallen out of touch with you ages ago, but you will still be missed in what passes for my heart.
December 26, 2005 — The Isle of You
It'd be really nice if something worthwhile would remain standing long enough for someone to come along and enjoy it. Seems that the world doesn't work that way, though—and that's just not fucking good enough.
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